Two days ago, I spent 4 hours with my hairdresser. I had my hair bleached, washed, bleached again, washed, toned, washed, coloured, treated, washed, cut, dried, cut again and straightened. All that work and now I can't show it off because I'm sitting here in my boudoir, with no voice. I was sent home from work today as I am currently barely more than a mute. Not long ago I thought I was being blessed with a new "sound". Yesterday, I was calling the casting agent with excuses, just so he could hear my sexy, husky new voice. Today - it's gone. At a push, I sound like a young boy during early puberty. No, I'm just not talking. I love Lauren Bacall's voice. So throaty. Beautiful. Then there's Kathleen Turner, Bette Davis, June Allyson, Demi Moore and Scarlett Johansson. I wonder why husky voices sound wiser. I wonder where my husky voice went... I want it back!